rendezvous II

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i was totally confused by myself...

i love she- for a period, and wrote quite many words on that. now i love blue for period, and can't help thinking of him/ bothering him. and swear to myself that this love is a true love.

while now i doubt with both. as times go by, i will forget both of them. and may fall in love with someone else, who is more steady, or more worth my caring.

from them, i don't know what i've learnt? to protect self better? not to give out a feeling so easier? dare not love? or know the true meaning of love? i feel nothing, and doubt with my past. that's really a bad experience, and i bet that i will again make mistake on this.

the only good news is that i know i was not that deep to bule's relationship. and definitely i will recover some day. now i am just waiting for it.