rendezvous II

Man understands the fact better than woman. And they accept it better than woman. Woman intends to dream a lot, which is totally not the fact. Woman can’t accept a boss who she doesn’t adore at all. But man can. That’s an example to prove above theory. Man will respect his boss’ talent and ability on work, though disagree with his character in life. I need to do that also. Another possibility is that I am spoiled by my old boss, but didn’t realize it at that time. I didn't treasure it in the past. And I can’t adapt the worse situation right now. For reasonable requests or a bit unreasonable ones, I have to accept, as I am not the boss. For love, not to love may be the best way to love. Need to think more and prove in future. I felt torture inside of my heart with this relationship, and my friend suggestion is to torture your lover instead of torture yourself. I need to study this. Cherish your time, it’s YOUR time.

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i was totally confused by myself...

i love she- for a period, and wrote quite many words on that. now i love blue for period, and can't help thinking of him/ bothering him. and swear to myself that this love is a true love.

while now i doubt with both. as times go by, i will forget both of them. and may fall in love with someone else, who is more steady, or more worth my caring.

from them, i don't know what i've learnt? to protect self better? not to give out a feeling so easier? dare not love? or know the true meaning of love? i feel nothing, and doubt with my past. that's really a bad experience, and i bet that i will again make mistake on this.

the only good news is that i know i was not that deep to bule's relationship. and definitely i will recover some day. now i am just waiting for it.

到了一定年纪,就算你不想,不代表有些事不会发生.

这年头,男人不带戒指,外面照样玩,尤其是年龄相当,爱好相同的,跟我们差不多年纪的男人,正是玩上手的时候,叫他们收敛,也许吧,他们会听的.

但是,你该怎么做,你自己也要有分寸.凡事与他们也不用太当真.身体可不可以分享?感情可不可以分享?哪里是底线,不管道德上别人怎么说,至少你自己要让自己满意,对自己负责吧.

看过太多优秀的男人,最后发现原来都是已婚的,也说不上失望,也说不上可惜,只是淡淡的不知所措.这个就是生活吧.

明明已经有点年纪了，为什么做事情还是那么没感觉呢。。。。

虽然说装大人，是很幼稚的事，但是装小孩也是一样的。

作人这样没耐心，还以为自己是象小孩一样天真不耐烦而已。有空改改吧，连自己都开始厌烦了。。。

不爽,不外乎是为了个男人.据说天蝎座是最忠诚的,双子是比较花心的.现在反到要我这个花心女去比忠诚男要安全感,真是讽刺.....

所谓solution,就是走出困境!

所有的顿悟,都来自于新的经历.哪怕你以为这个经历已经有过,跟不同的人,作不同的事,可能收获就是不同的.独自一人,可以归纳总结,但是不要指望能有解决的办法.太麻木了,太闭塞了,脑子已经达到极限,难有突破了.

另某个男人告戒我,不要一下就付出信任,也是需要先考验下,才给予的.

我就暂且接收他作为男人的意见先,再以后回合,慢慢斟酌吧.:)

good luck.

习惯真的是根深蒂固的东西,改起来实在是太费心了,连心都要痛了.

老是失态,估计已经有同事看出来我最近不太正常了吧,情绪很低,做事效率低下.很丢脸.一开始,我有那么认真嘛?怎么越到后来越玩不起的样子....也许当我告诉妈妈有这么个人的时候，我就开始认真了吧。。。真是天晓得的事，自己给自己压力。

开始习惯关心一个人，每次想到他，就会忍不住嘘寒问暖。其实我也未必事那么体贴的人，只是24h里，若真的分配给了他3h，那也够我受的了。。。。

也不能老是这样，越多关心，越是困扰他，也困扰自己。

至少，不爽的时候，我还可以逃避。虽然没勇气，但是有效果。也不要再做让自己觉得无聊，后悔的事。

比如去偷偷看看他拉，留心他的举动拉，他在关心谁呀？或者想想他在干吗呢？一切顺利嘛？他会遇到什么问题嘛？算了，这种事。。。还是立刻stop，换个频道吧。

既然失败了，也不要真的一无所获。该学习的还是要学习。

比如:

1)不要拿筷子指来指去。

2）他控制人的技巧，讨好人的技巧。

3）他是如何找到别人的弱点，攻破的，同时与群里的人打成一片。

4）看到问题，先观察下，再切入，不要老是那么莽撞了。

我的交际技巧，有时是有问题的，这点上，他似乎的确高招。